Novel Story - Pudarnya Pesona Cleopatra

To explain with her mother at last, because in the belly, I was with Raihana I had never known hired. "His mother is the mother of a friend of Raihana time at boarding school in Solo nyantri Mangkuyudan first mother. "We never promised them has different types of children will be besanan strengthen the relationship. So please your sincere mother," he said with a pleading tone. In the hard struggle for the soul for days, I finally resigned. I have the will of the mother. I do not want to disappoint mom. I want in the heart morning sun, even if that means I must sacrifice myself. With my heart I give it a bitter round form in the mother. Although my heart is truly came in the fear that just come to me and do not know why. However, I have their own criteria and dreams of my future wife. I can not do anything about the tears of his beloved mother. If khitbah (Application) I looked briefly Raihana face, "said my sister, Aida law, a child's face, she gracefully. But the beauty of the lines that I would not found at all. My sister, my aunt Lia admitted Raihana beautiful, natural beauty, could be a star Lux displays are quite original! "Aunt Leah said. But the judgments of others, perhaps because I was so taken with the girls pearl of Cleopatra of Egypt, a tall, slim, pretty white face, beautiful Roman nose, round eyes typical Arab nodes and red lips. In the to care for days before the wedding, I try the seeds of my love for my future wife, but my efforts are always futile. I rebelled against my mother, but faces meluluhkanku teduhnya.
The wedding day is here. Dipelaminan sit like zombies, empty heart and love, with four groups Pestapun festive tambourines. shalawat Puzzle Nabipun stab in the heart feels. Raihana I saw a sweet smile, but my heart was cut into thin slices and sick soul. My only hope is a blessing from Allah SWT to baktiku my mother I loved her. Rabbighfir liwalidayya li wa!
As a bride, forced to tender, but not love because I have a husband to read the verses used to have. Raihana smiling flower cried, my heart and puraanku false pretenses. Exactly two months to the edge of the city of Malang Raihana leased set. Start your empty life. I found no excitement. How difficult family life without love. Eat, drink, sleep and pray together with the creature called Raihana, my wife, but my love is not Masha'Allah seedlings also increased. Her voice was soft Bland, his face shaded still feel alien. Beginning of the fourth month, began living together Raihana disgust I feel, think, it is presented. I have tried to cast this feeling is not good, should focus on his own wife and loved kusayang. My attitude at the beginning Raihana others. I was mostly silent, indifferent, a little cynical, and even in the living room or bedroom. I think my life is in vain, to study abroad in vain, in vain, my marriage, my life in vain. I have been tortured not only Raihanapun feel the same, because he was an educated man, he has also asked, but I said 'ok mbak koq, maybe I am not yet an adult can learn how to fix "it is a wonder that when I diwajah Raihana "Mbak" Why mas mbak call called me, I'm your wife, not the love of gold, "he said with a sad face wrinkles." Allah knows best, "I replied simply. With quiet tears in the eyes Raihana, soon he was sobbing, clutching my legs, "If gold does not recognize loves me not say when the marriage contract by a woman, why carp? If still acting mas no less happy, why not carp said, why dumb carp, I would be very happy with the way mas, please open your heart to a small room for dedication to the improvement ibadahku world. " Raihana full pleaded humbly. I cried tears because menitikan Raihana but because kepatunganku.
Days to go, but our communication is not working. We live like strangers, but still serve Raihana prepare everything for me. One afternoon to teach me and to move back to the Maghreb home exhausted, pale lips, my stomach is not nothing but a glass kemasukkan Raihana artificial coffee in the morning, I can go for an earlier appointment with a friend. Raihana looked at me with concern. "Mas properly," he said, not without trepidation. "Mas a bathroom with hot water, I'm menggodoknya, cook five minutes more," he said. I take all my clothes are wet. "Mas water ready," said Raihana. I do not believe a word I just went to the toilet, I forgot to bring a towel, but Raihana was standing at the door with a towel. Mas do I wedang ginger "I said nothing. I do not feel like heartburn and nausea in my stomach could help. I ran into the bathroom and quickly followed Raihana me and massaging the shoulders and neck, as his mother cold." Mas. Normally, when a cold with all that use what balm, white oil, or vegetable to be treated? "Raihana she asked as she led me into the room." Mas dong say anything, I do not know what to do to help Mas " . dikerokin Normally I said softly. "So yes, removable gold jersey, let kerokin Hana said Raihana kaosku hands. I like a spoiled child, his mother. Raihana mengerokin patience on my back with a soft touch of her hand. Dikerokin Once completed, Raihana brought me a bowl with pea puree. Then I lay in bed. Raihana I saw him sitting on a chair beside the bed when she learned the Koran khushuu. I went back with sadness and envy crying, but not as sweet as sweet girl Raihana Egyptian Cleopatra pearl.
In sleep, I met Cleopatra dream, he invited me to dinner at his palace. "I have a niece named Mona Zaki, I'll show you," said Cleopatra. "He asked me to find a prince, and I understand that you intend to introduce it." I prepare everything. Right puku 07:00 I came to the palace, I saw the Mona Zaki with wedding dress, so beautiful. The Queen made me sit in a chair decorated with diamonds. I went, had no time to sit Mas suddenly wake up, already half-five, no mas "Isha," said lead Raihana. I woke up disappointed. "I'm sorry, Mas, make Mas less likely, but not remove Mas` Isha gently mukenanya Hana evening prayer, perhaps he had just finished. Although cuman the dream, but it is beautiful, but unfortunately lost. I became more and does not like it, it was a power switch my hopes and dreams. But if he is guilty, he would not be good for the future, "Isha.
In addition, I have a hard time finding live with Raihana, I do not know where the difficulty. Pain not worse. I really caught in a silly whim. I can not love Raihana. I myself have never been in love, girls are somehow colonized Pearl charm of Cleopatra. "Mas, no later that afternoon to come home aqiqah Imaha Yu whole family, including ibundamu. We were invited to attend. We need to unite, not good if it is encouraging family dieluk not" smooth voice Raihana aware Ibn Hazm pengembaraanku on Jaman. So he put the tray with my favorite dumplings and a glass of ginger contains wedang. His hand trembled a little soft. I'm just cold. "My Mas .... Sorry, transformed so boring, sorry Hana" lirihnya, then slowly away from me in the pit. "Lady! Uh sorry, I mean the D.. Din ... Dinda Hana!, I called hoarsely tercekak throat. "Yes, Mas!" Hana replied immediately stopped in his tracks and slowly sits down with me. He tried to smile, it seems, he was happy to be called "Dinda." Her eyes glistened a little. "Th .. . thanks ... ... In Dinda, we went there together, exhausted dhuhur, God willing, I say Hannah's face and looked with a smile. Raihana looked at me with a bright face, there is a glimmer of a smile to the lips. "Thank you mas, our mothers will be happy to wear clothes that prepare Mas, let Dinda, or will we all look forward Dinda yes?". Hannah was so happy.
The veiled women are wonderful, devoted service, he is patient, even if I was cold and indifferent to him all these years. I've never seen a sour face does not like me. If so, sad face. But do to his face. Well, what kind of person I am, I kutukku. I cursed myself for keeping dinginku far. But I expect a drop of dew wet love my heart could also go down. Cleopatra's Beauty is Pearl? How can I throw him. I felt like most people I hate in this world.
The investigation of the events and the third son of Fatima aqiqah Raihana sister marriage brings us a new history sheet. Raihana supposed right, we welcomed a family, a warm, loving and full of pride. "Welcome to the new bride! Welcome to the ideal partner in the family! Greet Yu Imaha ubundaku cheered and happy in-laws and other relatives. Raihana face brightened. His eyes shone with happiness. Affirm with me, I cry in my heart as an ideal partner. What is the ideal. it because I am a graduate of Egypt and the best graduates dikampusnya Raihana and learn the Koran by heart, and then as an ideal? ideal for me is like Ibn Hazm and his wife If everyone has a feeling of love, the victim of another's. His love is no longer possible existence of treason. Rasa love is in seconds, to be happy. But I do not think I can as belonging Raihana. Sambutan our parents on very hot love. I was doing was the attitude of the strong hold on the family Raihana kewibawaanku shocked eyes. To my mother and all say never, except flattering kindness as a man she loved. He confesses proud and happy to be my wife. I made me dizzy my attitude. dizziness and my attitude is still beautiful mater sarcastically on the descent. "It is a year my eldest son married, koq no nods, and I want to caress the little son," said my mother. "Insha Allah soon , the mother of stroke grandchildren, pray for us. Is it not, Mas? "Said Raihana, pushed my arm, I opened my mouth and nodded in the darkness.
After the incident I have tried to be friendly with Raihana. I introduced myself intimate with her again was like a real husband. Frankly, I'm just a sham. For it was not for love, and not my own will I know that for my mother. God is omnipotent. Raihana glorify puraanku pretext, as a woman. Raihana pregnant. It is softer. The family welcomes all. But my heart was crying because love is never happened. God have mercy on me, what is love soon. Since I am more than sad, a pregnant Raihana is more noticeable. Every moment of my conscience to ask, "Where is your responsibility!" I had a close and sighed sadly. "I do not know how I love hard," I muttered found.
And finally came the day gestational Raihana lasted six months. Raihana ask permission to live with his parents because of health. Kukabulkan me take permintaanya and houses. Because in-law of the house near the campus where I teach, clueless in the regulations, if I have to be contracted stay. When I leave, Raihana, said: "Mas add to the cost of the birth of our children, the existing savings to the MTA to be diluted. I put it under his pillow, not even pin the date of our marriage." Lived after Raihana with his mother, I am a bit relieved. Every day, I've never someone to me to cover unpleasant. I do not know why it can be. It's just that I am a little busy, had prepared everything. But still I do not care because I'm used to college in Egypt.

Time passed, and I'm enjoying without Raihana. As soon as I stir in the. Until the house was dark, I felt my body was completely limp. I was vomiting, chills, headache and nausea. have been We assume that it pierced his heart Raihana, he must hot water, pureed beans helps to treat colds mengeroki with my back and told me to relax and blankets. That night I was really worried and suffering. I woke up at six clock in the morning. The body is fresh. But there are unfortunately in my heart, I'm not too late to pray 'Isha and dawn. Feels a little new, of course, I take it ngak Raihana leave Isha, not too late to pray at dawn. Raihana lost along the departure path of teaching on campus. I also had the job of professors in the current quality of education to participate in the Arabic language. Among them is Professor of Arabic teachers from Egypt. I was so used to talk to him about Egypt. In training I am also aware of Mr. Qalyubi, lecturer in Arabic in Medan. He took the S1 in Egypt. He tells a painful experience which he lived and traveled already. "Are you married?" Qalyubi Pak said. "Alhamdulillah, I have already responded." With what? ". Javanese. Must indeed be a good person. Right? Usually at the house of Egypt, many parents who offered to marry the woman shalehah. Santriwati least, graduates of the seminar. The School of your wife?. Yes, thank God, it was learned and memorized the Koran. "They are very happy, I do not like. "What about Dad?" I made a mistake, if I'm not married to the Egyptians, of course I'm not unhappy as now. "" How could this happen? ". You probably know that the beautiful Egyptian girl, and since I am intrigued by kecantikanya suffer from it. This story, I was the only child of a rich man I Egypt for the price of a parent. I was there with the class sister called Fadhil, the field also. Over time, the first year I got predkat jayyid that the predicate is difficult for students from Indonesia. The second year. However, because of my accomplishments, my host where I live as I do. I was out of her daughter with the name Yasmin. He is not wearing a hijab. At first glance, I fell in love, I've never seen a girl secantuk. I swore to anyone, but to marry her.
It turns out that I am not without feeling in return. Like, I heard stories of Fadhil. Fadhil draw a line at the end of the relationship with the host marry children or women. I chose the latter. If I give Yasmin, many friends, the advice on how these married, both married to an Egyptian girl, why not for a student at Al-Azhar, the Koran, and stored salehah has obscured. It is more secure than normal religious knowledge Yasmin. I stand firm to marry TETP. With the high cost of Yasmin, I'm married. Yasmin gave Egypt a little more sophisticated than the young girl. A fully furnished luxurious stay in hotels. When I went back to Medan S1, I asked for the assets sold to Egypt in the Indonesian capital. We immediately bought a luxury house in the city of Medan. The first years of our life is good, Yasmin annually invites parents to Egypt to visit. I can still answer all the desired Yasmin. Life goes on, more and increase the cost of living, our third child was born, but income has not increased. I asked Yasmin frugality. Not every year only once in three years, not Yasmin. I am desperate to do business are filled with the desire and Yasmin children. My father's last rice field sales to capital. Since I started, appear contrite. Every time I see my old friends who live quietly and peacefully in Egypt with his wife. Then call the practice of science and the ability to people with the right. beloved community. I do not understand what they get. If I want ribs, I was stalling. Yasmin did not know the cuisine of Indonesia. You know, Egyptian girls are used to call her husband by his name. If there is a small spark, then the house as hell. The highlight of my pain began a year ago. My company went bankrupt, I asked Yasmin sell their jewelry, but it does not work. He even has the bad living conditions in comparison with his cousin. the husband of his cousin got the Egyptians. I'm sorry place, especially beauty. I was enslaved by her beauty. Knowing my condition is pressed, soften the father and mother. They sold the house and land, which they finally live in a small shop and narrow. My inner cry. They hope that enough capital for my company was a pioneer, bankruptcy. My company has started to increase, to act Yasmine began, he was invited to Egypt. best time of the tragedy in Egypt painful. "I'm sorry I'm married to an Indonesian, I ask you to give me a divorce, I can not be happy, with the exception of Egypt." Yasmin said, like a thunderclap. Then they told us that was without sin in the news, they learned their friend. His old friend turned businessman and his wife was dead. Yasmin was invited to lunch and sat with the case. I fought, because he can not help themselves. For actions that I reported to the police. What hurts is not a family that accepted me. Apparently during that Yasmin often send a letter with false information. Since then I've depressed. Two months ago I got a divorce from Egypt and a copy of the marriage certificate dengann girlfriend get Yasmin. My heart was very sick when the elder brother asked his mother to return home in delirium. "
Listen Mr. Qulyubi made me cry. Awakened his journey of life. I remembered Raihana. Slowly, not his face in my eyes do not feel like I had left bualn two. Suddenly there is a heart full of longing to slip. She is the woman who is very shalehah. Never asked for anything. Even the left is the dedication and sacrifice. Simply because God's mercy I find a woman like her. Although my heart is wide open again, but his face was lit didindingnya Raihana. Raihana what happens now? What about abortion? It was eight months. Soon afterwards. I remembered the message. He wanted me to withdraw savings. Home of the training I have found the Islamic dress code shop, I wanted to buy him Raihana, undressed too, and baby clothes. I want to be a surprise, then smiled to greet my arrival. You do not have direct home-in-law, but contract for cost savings, which are kept under the pillow. Under the mattress, I found the pink paper. My heart was pounding, my serenity. Who is this love letter, I felt that I had never done a love letter to my wife. In order to avoid this love letter to my wife with another man, Crazy! For fear that my wife unfaithful .... With the fear that I received the letter, one to read after the other. And the Rabbi ... turns the letters is the phrase that I was in the heart Raihana zhalimi. He wrote how he loved me desperately to reduce the desire caresses. He stiffened to withstand the torture and suffering of the extraordinary. Only God is the anchor point when he complains his pain. And yes .. God, he remains faithful to pray for good husbands. And how he wanted the presence of the true love of mine.
Rabbi with great gratitude, I kneel before you. Lakala ago hamdu Rabb. He has been glorified servant of the Qur'an. Even if it were not for your great kindness, that undoubtedly, I fell out of favor abyss. Yes, Lord, pour patience additional contribution ......" Raihana domestic workers. In later writings Raihana prayed, "Oh my God is a dwarf servant full of stains and sins again come knocking at your door, anchor this fear your presence. O Allah, which is seven months pregnant, your servant, full of pain and exhaustion. But why mempedulikanku heart and my husband is not repealed. let alone what I love. let alone what my loyalty to him. Still less what it baktiku? "O Allah, if it is really missing still ilhamkanlah your servant a noble kind , a certain character about my husband. O Allah, I ask your blessing Murk his negligence. Just Enough suffering servant. Please forgive him, in a loving servant loves him still. O Allah give strength to remain diligent staff and I will glorify. O God, thou mighty Know that I love, because you. Convey a feeling of love in this way, your it. Accusation against him to plead with you. O God, hear the prayer of thy servant. There is no god worthy of worship except You, Glory to you! "
Do not feel the tears, my chest felt tight with extraordinary compassion. I burst into tears. I cried imagine all the good in Raihana. His baby face and calm, no sacrifice and dedication that she decided, her voice is soft, smooth hands clutching his knees at my feet, just imagine the feelings of affection and the flow of love. In pity no angina feels cool down from the sky and penetrate the soul. Instantly the spell of Cleopatra has disappeared Raihana love coming changes in the liver. The compassion and love on Raihan blow so strong roots in my heart. Raihana light kept shining eyes. I miss her so suddenly. Immediately passed the time, to share my love with Raihana. Kukebut vehicle. Kupacu race with the tears that streamed down the road. Once the sites broke out in the in-laws, almost in tears. I held my breath kuusap to and through the tears. Show me, mother-in-law hugged me, sobbing. I was so surprised and started to cry. . "If Mom Raihana?". Mother-in-law just cried and cried, I continue to ask what had happened. "Your wife said Raihana ... .. your wife and your son at birth." "What's wrong with him." "He was gone." "My mother nothing!". "Your wife had died a week ago. He fell in the bathroom. We took him to hospital. She and the baby survived. Before he died, he gave the order to request forgiveness for any shortcomings and kekhilafannya with you. She apologized not able to make you happy. He apologized for unintentionally hurt you. meridhionya He wants you. "My heart trembled. "For mothers ... why not give back to me?". "If Raihana transported to the hospital, I sent someone to pick you up in a rented house, but you're not. Contacted you are on campus training. We do not want to bore. Raihana especially gave the message that we are not on your peace while interfering with the exercise. And when the death Raihana we were very sad, so please forgive us. "
I sobbed. My heart ached. My heart was broken. If I love Raihana feel that he was dead. If I want to atone for my sins, he left me. If I wanted to honor him was gone. He left me without giving me a chance to apologize and just smile. The Lord has punished without remorse and guilt measure. Mother-in-law took me to a fresh mound of earth dikuburan the edge of the village. Over the hill there are two tombstones. Name and date of the letter Raihana died. I am not strong enough to contain his love, affection, longing and regret that extraordinary. Raihana I want to live again. The world darkens suddenly everything ....... Gubraks! Gubraks! (TAMMAT)